The Gwenzilliad

I think it's a phase of the moon. I too have lots of stuff I *should* get done and no motivation at all to actually do any of it. I think in my case it's at least in part because no one else seems to care about it, at least not enough to participate, or even just not be snarky when I do get something done. What you are describing sounds like clinical depression. Make yourself get out some and if you still don't feel better contact your doctor or therapist. BTY I love you always, even when you don't feel loveable. And I have always thought you were beautiful, even when you couldn't see it. Ping me when you can talk. I miss you.